Apr
13
2018
I find it odd now
That I ever loved you
I find it odd now
That I ever knew you
I find it odd now
That I ever wept for you
I find it odd now
The heart of me at twenty-two
Apr
12
2018
Pasting my life on paper pages
Flashes of all that we were invade my mind
Was it all that happy?
Was it all the way I remember?
Was it the start of the end
When you kept breaking my heart
Over and over again?
Well it...
Mar
03
2018
When you are out having fun
You don't give me a second thought
Or even a sideways glance
Until you need something
Then I suddenly am your everything.
But half-hearted well wishes
And butterfly kisses
Won't heal this rift anymore.
How may times
Have I ran to your...
Mar
01
2018
What if our now
Is just echos of someone's yesterday?
What if our present
Is just someone else's past?
What if the world has already ended
And we are just the ghosts of those now gone?
Feb
14
2018
I fall for your lies
Every single time
Honied words trickle to my ears
Making me swoon and sway
But how they burn the next day
Raw rage and disgrace
As I become just another face
Passing through your life
I've never meant anything to you
Just a...
Feb
09
2018
Am I invisible to you?
Just another voice in a crowded room-
Or do you purposely ignore me?
Am I the friend
That you are ashamed to know
And hide from when I wave?
The anxiety of leaving my safe zone
To reach out is high...
Dec
19
2017
I see the way you look at me
When I speak to you.
But if you only knew~
The me of twenty-two.
My eyes were blue
My hair was too.
Men flocked to me
Like sailors to a siren's song.
But I know all you see now
Is...
Oct
06
2017
I know you don't think
I am worth a second of your time
But if you just stop to listen
A surprise you may find
I have no fancy backers
And I am unkown to you
But that doesn't mean
I am not any good at...
Jun
16
2017
You claim to be all grace and faith
But I can see your smile is fake
I hear the words you utter in the dark
Even if you think I could never hark
You pull the strings hoping no one will care
But when...
May
14
2017
I can shoulder
The responsibility
For your unhappiness
If that is what you want.
Broken promises
Broken minds
Broken hearts
Are we ever the person we were yesterday?
Feeling like I am on the ocean floor
Because I can't cope
With all this weight
But blame it all on me
That's...