Dec
01
2014
I knew at the end of the day
How every card would lay
But still, I wanted to play.
Lady Luck doesn't like me much
Maybe that's why I always end up stuck
Wrong place
Wrong time
Never allowed to shine.
Eclipsed by reality
Greater than I can...
Nov
30
2014
All the old
Falls away to the new
Doesn't mean I will ever forget you.
I didn't cry
When I learned you died
For I knew I would never forget you.
Interred to the earth
To find what lies beyond
The old falls away to the new
But...
Nov
11
2014
I am more than the affliction
Or the diagnosed condition
My heart beats just like yours.
I have dreams and aspirations
Sit with me and I will share them
I promise I am not contagious.
All we have in this world is one another
It would...
Sep
25
2014
I hate feeling so alone-
Echos of the past stir inside-
Making me wish I could hide.
Whispers in the dark-
Tell me I am worthless-
Even though I try my best.
Sleep my only shelter
Where I dream of something better
Only to awake with a...
Jun
25
2014
I never got over the lies-
I packed them down into my core
stitched them there-
Yet, the remnants seep and pour.
The memory of you-
sometimes escapes too.
It rolls through my veins
and taints my soul with pain.
Your love was a slow suicide
of deception...
Jun
22
2014
I swallow the pills
They tell me to take
To kill the ache
You left behind.
Colored by a Schadenfreude pallet
I derive pleasure from other's pain
There is no saving my sanity
You made sure I could never love again.
Jun
21
2014
The cold wind blows
I feel the chill of your absence
And I know I am alone.
The pain is deep and wide
I do not believe I can cross this divide
And I feel utterly alone.
Warmth and happiness no longer come
Just the cold...
Jun
20
2014
Can you hear the mournful sound
Of a ghost long gone?
Shattered by life
Singing a sad, sad song.
The leaves whisper her regret
The trees know her shame
But no one remembers her name
When a tree falls
Does it make a sound?
When a woman breaks
Do...
Jun
18
2014
Should have never set my sights on you
The one who tore my heart in two
Kept me dressed in shade of blue.
But hindsight is 20/20
Yes, hindsight is 20/20
Your amber eyes had me paralyzed
As honeyed words dropped from your mouth
Made me...
Jun
17
2014
Gone with the morning sun
Your lack of love has me on the run.
Your success
Cannot dull the emptiness
Of my soul.
The money will never transcend
being left alone again.
When I needed you the most
you were gone.
Pretending to love
what you did not.
Poisoning a heart
from...